If I end up having a c-section, I want no judgement.
I want to know that I tried. I did my research. I assembled my pro-VBAC support team.
I don't want to be so post-partumly sad and disappointed because of the birth like I was with C. It isn't worth it to me. I want to enjoy those early days with baby as best I can.
I want to be proud that I made a choice that worked for me, my body, my family, my baby.
I have no idea what is going to happen... or when, at this point.
I do know that baby will be here soon.
Why is it that for some women this is no big deal and other women will beat themselves up over this?