Wednesday, September 16, 2009

I am at that point.

I am at that point where I need a bit of proof once again. I need to hear a heart beat, I need to see an ultrasound image, something. Pregnancy, at this point, is sometimes abstract. Yes I am still dealing with daily nausea and fatigue and weight gain and so on. But I have an active imagination as to what is going on in there or what has happened or might happened. I see the midwife next Tuesday - I am so eager to get that ball rolling. I need proof.

1 comment:

Lo said...

I know exactly what you mean. I didn't believe any of it was real until my nuchal, which was my first ultrasound and my first chance to hear the heartbeat (at 11.5 weeks).