When all else fails.

Tell me what your toddler loves to eat.

Possibly Maybe

I called the clinic today to make the appointment to open our file and start ttc#2. I have an appointment with my family doctor at the end of February and then after that I will see the RE. I don't have an appointment with the RE yet.

I have no idea when ttc#2 will begin... for one I am still nursing C and I am not ready to wean. But... we are thinking May-June-July... possibly maybe.

I am excited. And also feeling a bit - I don't know - just wondering if I am ready to get back into the whole ttc thing. Loss and anxiety and hope and complicated stuff all mixed together and divided into 2 week chunks.

Absent and Reading

Toddler sleep issues consume me lately.

That, and I am posting more often on my LJ.

New Year's Day

We spent NYD in MI. My mom made goulash and banana bread. One of my brothers was there with wife and kids. It felt good to sit around the dinner table - very much like old times and very much needed. I have so much hope for 2009.

My dad said (when I called him to say we made it back safely) that my mom said today was one of her "best days ever."